Out of Cambodia

Every afternoon rain splattered downwards onto our faces in little bits of drips and the grass was wet, but the air was still uncomfortably warm. Seventeen young Cambodian girls stood scattered around the small backyard space waiting for me to start speaking. They were a part of a local soccer team which weekly met with a few of us from our School of Dance Studies 2010 outreach team for extra conditioning classes.

Some days we taught them upbeat dance classes, sometimes we worked through aerobic exercises together, but on this day it was my turn to challenge their cardiovascular systems. Running with high knees, fast grapevine steps, and backwards jogging were all a part of the planned workout for the day. I pressed play on my iPod. Music beats blared. We began.

Well, I began, they stared at me as I ran—most Cambodians hide inside when rain begins falling. Consequently, this request to run in the rain was not looked upon very favorably. I quickened my own legs’ pace, trying to push thirty-four other legs to do the same. Smiles and cheers burst from my lips. I ran circles around them.

The girls reluctantly began moving. I came alongside their movements, looked encouragingly into their eyes, and challenged them to step further forward into more of the great potential they possessed. In my goofiness I let them know they could try without fear. I purposefully ran ridiculously so they might feel free to try without embarrassment.

And finally these girls moved and ran and laughed wholeheartedly. We shared smiles, laughter, breath, and sweat. In that small and sodden yard, they and I together found freedom and so much fun. Treating them with kindness was a joy. I loved loving them the best that I could. I loved encouraging them to run forward physically while believing the action to be a symbolic statement for their lives.

As a team, we believed in them, shared God’s love with them, and invested time into their lives. In a country where female children are often taken into the sex trade and treated horrendously, we let these girls know that they are worthwhile and worth so very much more. God gave us the privilege of standing against what was often seen as normal, not only on principle, but out of love for each individual child we met. A love that not only beat in our hearts, but flows from God’s heart directly into the atmosphere of that Cambodian land. His love for them flows more faithfully than their country’s afternoon rains. And it is only this love that can fully rescue and fully restore all of us beyond the bounds of both our logic and imagination.

Hearing God When Making Decisions

Ryan thought he knew what to do. They offered him the biggest promotion of his life into a position he coveted. The salary and prestige would be everything he hoped for. But now, three different people in the church had cautioned him about taking this job. One didn’t know why, but that was their gut feeling. Another one gave him some logical reasons why he should reject the promotion. The new job would mean moving about 500 miles to the regional office headquarters. The kids were all doing well at school and Ryan had just joined the Governing Board of the church. So this person said it didn’t appear to be good timing to make the move. The third person said they heard God say this job would not turn out as well as Ryan hoped.

While Ryan pondered the input of these people, he and his wife received their latest Netflix movie in the mail; it was titled “Fun with Dick and Jane”. The story featured a guy who gets his dream job only to have his career come crashing down around him within a week. Ryan was afraid God was now using Netflix to tell him something.

But when he tried to pray about the situation, he felt like his prayers hit a lead-lined ceiling above him. God didn’t seem to respond to his prayers in any way he could discern. His mind waffled between believing this promotion offer was the blessing of God to feeling like he was being set up for a huge disaster. Ryan didn’t know how to separate what he wanted, what God wanted, and what the enemy wanted. He went to one of the pastors in the church for guidance. That pastor asked him if he had gone to the Lord about his decision. He moaned inwardly as he heard this. On his way home, he decided to just flip a coin. It seemed to make as much sense as anything else he was getting.

His biggest problem was he felt that God had let him down. I had spoken to a seminar he attended six months before, and he remembered I had said it is always toughest to hear God when we’re making decisions. He sat down the night before he had to give an answer to his company and sent me an email. He wanted me to help him hear what God was saying in all this. What I am going to share with you in the next few blog entries is a condensed version of a conversation he and I kept up over a few weeks.

Is There An Absolute Best Direction?

The first question we must settle is this: Does God have a perfect plan for our lives? If we answer yes, it begs the next question: Will that plan happen whether or not we go along with it? The first question talks about God’s Will. The second question addresses God’s Sovereignty. I believe I can answer both questions by looking at two significant, and parallel, sections of the Bible.

In Romans 8:26 and 27 we read, “In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God’s will.” There are so many good truths to learn in this passage and it would take hours to delineate them all. But in point form, let’s notice the following truths that are explained here:

  1. We are weak in some way
  2. The Spirit of God helps us in our weakness
  3. The weakness relates to not knowing what we ought to pray for. (Note: There is an “ought” here. That means that any time we are seeking to pray and ask God for something, there is a right thing to pray and/or ask for).
  4. The help the Spirit of God gives us is in the form of praying on our behalf, interceding deep inside of us at a level that goes deeper than words.
  5. The one who is “searching our hearts” is also the same one who knows the mind of the Spirit. Only God knows that. Therefore, this is God.
  6. When the Spirit intercedes, it is exactly the will of God.
  7. Now the good part. Since we are being shown here as “weak”, we assume that we are getting help. So how does the Spirit praying without our being aware offer any help to us? If we were to find out what He is praying (and since he lives inside of us, that option is always there), we could agree with it and it would mean God would answer our prayers.
  8. This means that the perfect will of God does depend upon our at least being in agreement with it. It also implies that once we are in agreement with it and agree by talking to God about it, we will do what that will suggests. You can’t agree with the will of God and then not live accordingly. That is called “disagreeing with the will of God.”

The other passage of Scripture is similar to it. It is found in Hebrews 7:25 and is speaking of Jesus’ ministry to us in heaven: “Therefore, he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them.” As in the previous passage, there is much to understand here, so let’s go through it in point form.

  1. The word “save” (sodzo) means to rescue, deliver and protect. This is not talking only about forgiveness of sins, but about continual protection.
  2. Saving completely suggests there is an incomplete salvation.
  3. We come to God through Him.
  4. He always lives to make intercession for us. (Note: some have said that this intercession refers to his blood which pays for our sins. But in several other places in Hebrews, we are told that his death was “once for all” and that it did not have to be continually repeated. Yet all the verbs in this verse are in the continuous present or perfect tenses in Greek which suggest that the intercession has ongoing results. This cannot be speaking about our sins being forgiven).
  5. He is interceding for us all the time.

Putting both of these passages together, we can draw these logical conclusions.

  1. There is a plan that God has for our lives.
  2. He wants us to know that plan so we can agree with it and find the salvation/protection/blessing God desires for us.
  3. We need to know that plan and it is something that Holy Spirit and Jesus (who always agree with each other) are right now praying for us.
  4. If we can find out what they are praying for us and agree with that prayer, God will set us on the right road.

I can see you saying, “that sounds easier said than done.” It is. That’s why we will keep looking at how this all works in the next segment.

Healing and Restoration Through Dance

One of the most beautiful things about having a relationship with God is the way He relates to you so personally.  Often times we hear or read about how He knows us better than we know ourselves but when we get to experience it first hand that’s when you know He really does know and love you intimately.  I began to understand this intimate love through dance, a language I believe God knows very well. Dancing has always been a part of my life, I started at age five and have never really stopped.  There was always something about dance that drew me to continue learning; little did I know that God would use dance to speak to me and bring healing when I needed it most.

In the summer of 2002 my youngest sister who was only a little over a year old was killed in a car accident.  My twelve year old self did not understand why God would allow such a horrible thing to happen to a family who loved and served Him.  I remember watching my Mom weep with groans so deep and my Dad cry harder than I had ever seen, it stirred my little heart to a place of bitterness.  A God who loved me would not allow such a tragedy.  So I ran from Him, became angry and bitter, and declared that He didn’t exist.  My family stuck together, became stronger, and still worshipped God with all their hearts, but I just couldn’t.  I continued taking dance classes and filling my time with things that felt fulfilling to me, yet still all the while completely broken inside.  Then a few years later my parents were approached by the pastors of our church and asked to share their story.  They agreed and asked if I would like to contribute a dance to conclude there time sharing.  Naturally I agreed, I would never pass up an opportunity to perform.  So, based on my parents’ suggestion, I picked a song that seemed applicable and choreographed a dance to it.

The night of the talk came and it felt like any other night. My parents spoke and then I came on stage and waited for the music to start.  As the music came on and I performed my first few steps something inside me began to break. Did I really believe the lyrics I was dancing to? Did God really know better than me? Could I let go of the need to know why?  God began to move in my heart and with every step I let go and opened the door of my heart.  And God came in, I sat on the stage weeping in front of everyone, not fully understanding what had happened.  I had just messed up the ending to my dance and was on my knees weeping in front of the entire church, yet I didn’t care, I was beginning to see how hurt I was and how the Father’s love could bring restoration.  After that night God began a process of healing within me. You see, we merely have to take one step towards God and He runs after us with relentless abandon. And He was after me, He wanted my healing more than I did.

I was able to perform that dance on several more occasions, each ending with the same result of a broken, weeping mess on the floor.  Yet each time I did that dance a little more of me was healed. God used my love for dance to speak to me.  He knows me! He knew that the only way to get to my heart was through movement.  God used dance to heal me, to speak to me intimately, and to restore my relationship with Him.  God knows us intimately and cares more about our wholeness than we do, His love is relentless, and I know I will see Him use me and my love for dance to bring restoration to others in the future.  What an amazing, loving God I serve.

Level Jump

A few months ago in our Winter Discipleship Training School (DTS), all of our YWAM base staff and students were together for a time of sharing and prayer. A student from one of our other schools shared a concept of our journey with Jesus being a series of opportunities to grow with Jesus and move forward in this relationship we have with Him. He shared about how often we hear people talking about taking things to “the next level”. This is often directed toward a ministry, program, church youth group or whatever the newest thing might be. Matt (this student) was challenging us to look at our lives and ask the Lord what an area was for us personally to take to the next level. The term he used was “Level Jump” (as in – “God wants us to Level Jump!” – see how that sounds?). It’s going on this crazy, eye-opening, adventure with God – where he changes us into being more like Jesus. I think it’s really our goal to Level Jump, but sometimes we just get stuck in the grip of fear, apathy, mistrust, hurt, routine, you can fill in the blank.

That day, I realized I had been stuck for several months – not completely stopped – but not really living free like I should be. For me, there was a leader outside of YWAM, who had said some hurtful things, not believed the best in me, and I felt misunderstood. I suppose, like in all conflicts, I was responsible for a part of it as well (I was!). I had previously asked for prayer from a few close friends and sought counsel on how I should approach this situation. Some felt I should just let it go and try to move on. I tried for a while…I realized I had to do something because it wasn’t going away. I made an appointment with this person, I prayed, I thought through what I needed to communicate and own up to, and I jumped in. It didn’t go perfectly, but it went good enough. Afterwards, I felt free again – free from conversations in my mind, judging motives, freedom from hurt. I experienced new levels of walking through conflict, freedom, and the grace of God – giving and receiving.

This was not the first time I experienced this type of growth, just the first with a new label, a new branding! Looking back on my life, here are some other examples of “Level Jumping” for me: experiencing God in worship like I had never before, hearing God’s voice for the first time and realizing He wants to speak to me, dealing with the junk in my life – beginning to really deal with sin and root issues, forgiving people who hurt me, laying down my rights, asking my parents for forgiveness and learning how to honor them, denying myself and realizing it isn’t all about me, learning how to serve my wife (and sometimes making her coffee or breakfast in the mornings), serving and sacrificing for my children (all four of them!), seeing God provide for me and my family where there was no possible way it could happen, praying for someone, praying out loud in a group – finally caring more about what God thinks than what other people think, fasting – wanting God more than keeping my flesh happy, sharing Jesus with someone for the first time, getting a heart for a nation, praying for someone for a physical healing and seeing God move, going to another nation and embracing the people God created there, and leading people from death to life. These opportunities are without number… and there are more right in front of you and me.

Take risks! Get ready to Level Jump!

100 Fold Studio: Site Visit To Ensenada, Mexico

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‘Jose, his wife Rocio, and their three children had been living on their property in a house with a dirt floor and leaky roof and walls. His daughters and wife were sick all the time and tensions were high, as his youngest daughter was critically ill. Constant stress was taking its toll, and no money was available to move his family or repair the house. Jose was ready to pack up his family and leave the area because of the hopelessness and constant anxiety. He felt inadequate as a father and husband that could not even provide for his own family.
As the Manzanillas Torres family walked out of the dilapidated house for the last time to say goodbye to neighbors, a truck pulled up with two Homes of Hope staff members. As the two ladies approached, one handed Jose a few papers, asking him to prepare his land for a new house that was going to be given to him. “I didn’t believe it was true!” exclaimed Jose. Now that Jose and his family are warm and healthy in their new house, they look back on the difficult time in their lives with such thankfulness in their hearts. “YWAM opened The Manzanillas Torres Family the door to Christ for us!” Rocio said.
With the new house, sickness is gone, work is better, their marriage is more fulfilling and Jose and Rocio are better friends. With a smile Rocio went on, “This house has helped us to learn to live in a home as a couple — and that everything is possible. Our relationship with God has taught us to trust people, and that has helped us a lot. I feel more organized here. It’s easier. I love my house — it’s comfortable — when I am in here I feel the warmth of all the hands that built it and know that I am not alone.” Jose could not stop smiling.” – Homes of Hope Testimonial: website
I love reading through the stories of all the lives that are being transformed through the organizations that 100 Fold  serves. The Manzanillas Torres family received a home that was donated and built by Homes of Hope in Ensenada, Mexico. In January, I traveled to Ensenada to help Homes of Hope with a strategy for developing their existing property as well as a newly purchased one. Homes of Hope receives hundreds of volunteers each year that come to build homes for impoverished families. All of these volunteers and the Homes of Hope staff are housed and fed on this property. The future, renovated campus that 100 Fold has designed will increase the amount ofsafe and comfortable accommodations, including kitchen, eating and meeting facilities. This will allow Homes of Hope to receive more volunteers each year and build more houses in the surrounding community! Additionally, the facility will serve as a meeting place for local churches.
As I have been learning more about the role 100 Fold plays in global missions, I think I had underestimated the value of good architectural planning for ministries that are trying to be good stewards of donated fundsHave you ever considered why the drawings architects do are called plans? I hadn’t. Until recently. I suppose it’s because they offer exactly that–a plan. The appropriate steps to take to achieve the best result. Decisions like what materials to buy, where to place a wall, where to dig for the foundation, are all informed by that plan. We all know that in the non-profit world, money rarely flows in large, steady increments. So for a ministry to be given a master plan that has been developed through a professional architectural lens, they are able to make better informed decisions with the resources that do come in. The hope is that the plan will result in safe, efficient and cost-effective buildings that can save time and money in the long-term (and hopefully in the short-term too!).
I’m definitely a planner by nature. I have been ever since I was little. When I do those personality tests, I always fall into “Type A” or “Beaver” or whatever category identifies the people that like to have all their ducks in a row! Those of you that join me in these categories will know the strengths and weaknesses of this personality type. But I take comfort in knowing that planning reflects a characteristic of God. He values plans too. The whole Bible is a story of God’s plan. His continual plan for our redemption. And thus, I trust that God is also the Ultimate Architect. One I can look to for wisdom and creativity about building designs & master plans, that will serve our ministry partners in the best way possible.

Opening Blind Eyes

The human eyes. They tell stories. They tell of heartbreak. They tell of joy. They tell of love. They tell of pain. They tell our secrets before we even open our mouths to speak. Light is in the eyes, and Darkness is in the eyes. Our eyes capture moments in life that shape us; for the good, and for the bad. I learned this during my DTS (Discipleship Training School) in 2009, when God took me as messed up and as broken as I was, and turned my life upside down.

While sipping on an iced latte at the Banyan Tree Cafe in Kona, Hawaii, God challenged me. He said to me very clearly, “Focus on the eyes.” At first, I was very confused by this. I thought maybe this was just a matter of capturing a “good” portrait? Or maybe God wanted me to focus on him with my eyes? Both of which are true, but as years have passed, I have realized that it is so much more than simple technique, and so much more than an instruction to pursue God.

As my teammates and I packed ourselves into the backs of a few trucks, with our gear strapped to the roof, and our hearts racing at the adventure that laid ahead, I remember trying to imagine our Panamanian adventure into the Gnobe tribes, and what was to be expected. Little did I know, my expectations were about to be surpassed. After our long journey through the bumpy dirt roads, and rivers that reached almost too close to the bottom of my feet, we reached a blue concrete school. I remember feeling excited as people emerged from their wood paneled houses and gathered around our vehicles and stared at us with wondering eyes. There was such an innocence about this village, about this people, that intrigued me from the very beginning.

I awoke from my somewhat restless sleep only to see eyes peering through the chain link that was our window. Untangling the mosquito net, and picking myself up off the concrete floor, I grabbed my camera and stepped outside. After taking a few photos, I turned around to see two smiling faces; a young boy with a daringly curious smile, and a petite girl with strength in her eyes. “Foto?” the boy asked, pointing at my name tag, and then pointing at my camera. Before even starting to shoot, the words ran through my head once again, “Focus on the eyes,” and as I took a few photos, I saw these words in a new light.

At one point during this divinely appointed photo shoot, I turned the camera around so the boy and girl could see the photos, and both their faces lit up with a smile that reached from ear to ear. It was in that moment that I knew there was more to photography than simple technique. Photography is more than getting a “good” photo. It is more than finding myself through the images I take. It is about relationship. It is about dying to myself; to fame, to fear, and to money. It is about reaching out and “seeing” someone. Finding out their story, and showing that through images. Where they have come from, where they are now, and where they are going.

The eyes reveal the soul, and when we open our eyes, and focus on the eyes of another person, something amazing happens. There is this moment of acknowledgement, of vulnerability, and of redemption. It says to one another, “I see you,” and God begins repairing another heart.

Through photography, my dream is to see hearts repaired, lives transformed, and hope instilled all over the world. Equipping photographers to go into missions and to use their photography, their eyes, to tell the stories of people; Individuals. To show the rest of the world the realities of brokenness, and the realities of the hope that Jesus Christ brings into every situation. All for the glory of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

Worship Is The Mission – Part 3

Historically, we tend to emphasize one extreme or the other in the church. Occasionally, however, the two extremes, as if they represent the swing a pendulum, find a place of balance. I believe the Moravian movement of the early 1700’s is a remarkable example of a group of people whose mission efforts were fueled by the proper motivation of wanting Christ to get the glory He deserves. This movement included trained and laymen alike, because it was well recognized that missions is a call for all in response to their passionate love for Christ. “The Moravian church was the first among Protestant churches to treat missions work as a responsibility of the church as a whole, instead of leaving it to societies or specially interested people.” (Grant: 209) Although their movement was small in terms of numbers of the whole, they stilled managed to send out 2,158 of its members overseas within its first 150 years as a community. (Grant: 206) Count Zinzendorf, who was the leader of this movement said, “I have one passion, and it is Him, only Him.” He was obviously a worshipper, which was not only reflected in the 2,000 hymns he wrote but in the fact that His worship overflowed into the natural obedience of the spread of Christ’s Kingdom all over the world.

Great is the example we have in Charles Wesley, also the author of several wonderful hymns, who founded the Methodist movement. He and his brother started a group at Oxford known as the “Holy Club” birthed out of a desire to know God more. “In addition to worship and the study, the group translated their piety into an outreach to the poor, the hungry and the imprisoned….In October, 1735, the two brothers began their fruitful careers as overseas missionaries to American Indians.” (Howard: 212) Obviously, their ministry and missional call was birthed out of times spent reflecting on the goodness of God. Worship is a response to His character. As Charles Wesley worshipped, obedience to God’s mission became his aim. However, there have also been moments in church history where the chasm between the two concepts of worship and mission has been far too wide. Part of what made the “Dark Ages” prior to the Reformation so dark was the fact that no layman was ever encouraged to have a personally contextualized experience with God. Not only was the Christianity of the era in a foreign tongue (Latin), a personal pursuit of truth in scripture was considered heretical. The very idea that a soul could encounter God or worship Him of one’s own volition and experience (without the aid of the priest) would have been met with certain persecution. It is no wonder then, that the Dark Ages are not marked by significant missional endeavors. It is not until the beginning of the Reformation when the idea the God was personal and could be adored (rather than feared) that we see a marked season of missional intent.

In the most recent years of the modern era, much of the church has grown in its experience and understanding of corporate worship and collective experiences of God’s presence. However, some of the marks of the modern era include an emphasis toward the measurement of church growth in purely numerical terms. “In fact, quantifiable results became the obsession, especially during this century in America. Donald A. Mc Gavran, the founder of what is now known as church growth theory, contends that numerical growth is the ‘chief and irreplaceable goal of world mission.’” (Engel & Dyrness, pg. 71) What this kind of emphasis has produced in our churches is a desire to be “seeker-sensitive” in an effort to draw more unbelievers. We design our services and programs around the perceived or felt needs of the people. Perhaps in making their needs our goal, we’ve created a sense that our services and worship times are about us. Even though we’ve had an era marked with powerful experiences of corporate worship, those times have often ended selfishly where we continue to cry out for more of God’s presence for ourselves. We wonder with painful curiosity why our thirst for more is not quenched. When worship ends with us, we fail to respond in maturity to the love bestowed upon us. We are called to empty ourselves of the blessing we have received and deliver the blessing to the nations. When missions becomes the natural overflow of being exposed to the surpassing beauty of our King, I suspect that we will begin to experience more of His presence then ever before. God has allowed us in this last era to “taste and see that the Lord is good.” As this truth takes root in our lives, we will naturally fall more in love with Him. This will then result in a deep desire to see the object of our affections adored by all.

Conclusion

I recognize that my role within YWAM and my vocation has exposed me to the blessing of studying and discussing this topic. As I’ve immersed myself in the theme of God’s glory throughout the whole earth, I find that my life, conversations, relationships and ministry have been shaped by an intensifying passion to see God receive the worship He deserves. My hope for all believers is that we would come to a place where our obsession with comfort in this world would fade in the light of His glory. It is our inability to see the bigger picture of life in the context of eternity that causes us to be narrowly focused on the small window of the eighty or so years on this planet rather than the truth that this world is not our home. We have a home with Christ for eternity in heaven and I want to live in such a way that I take as many people home with me as possible.

In order to do this, I need to embrace the truth of missional worship. I am called, along with the rest of the church, to live for His glory. Missional worship is the act of glorifying God and intentionally inviting others to that lifestyle. As one who would be labeled a “full-time missionary,” I desire to set goals that are consistent with the heart of God. The temptation to be consumed with mere numbers of converts is great, and while I will gladly preach the gospel to all nations, I do not ever want to take glory away from our King by accepting congratulations for our success in terms of numbers. More important than raised hands in public prayers to receive Christ is a heart that is fully set on adoring and glorifying Jesus. I need to be willing to accept the displeasure of men in order to ensure that God receives the reward for His suffering.

I have a strong conviction that when the church at large begins to embrace the concept of missional worship and lives for that aim, we will see revival on the face of the earth like never before. True missional worship will always produce in the souls of men a heart that reflects our Father’s. We will long for what He longs for because we have had a taste of his goodness and are convinced that nothing surpasses His glory. May the will of God as expressed in Ps. 46:10 be known in our day: “Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted in the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”

Bibliography

Engel, James F. & Dyrness, William A., Changing the Mind of Missions, Intervarsity Press, 2000

Grant, Colin, Europe’s Moravians: A Pioneer Missionary Church, Perspectives on the World Christian Movement, pgs. 206-209, 1981

Howard, David, Student Power In World Missions, Perspectives on the World Christian Movement, pgs. 210-221, 1981

Lockyer, Herbert, All The Doctrines of the Bible, Zondervan, 1964

Neill, Stephen, Creative Tension, Edinburgh House, 1959 (pg. 81)

Piper, John, Let the Nations Be Glad, Baker, 1993

Zodhiates, Spiros, The Complete Word Study Dictionary¸AMG Publishers, 1992

Lewis, Jeff, God’s Heart for the Nations, Caleb Project, 2002

Worship Is The Mission – Part 2

Worship is the Mission Part 2 – Defining Worship

Worship as a concept is closely tied to the word missions. At first, the relationship may seem awkward, but I will demonstrate the similarities. The confusion comes from our present cultural understanding and expression of the word “worship.” Worship is most commonly used within the church today to refer to a song service. The specific acts of praising God and giving thanks are also commonly understood and accepted as worship. Many believers would have a casual understanding of the difference between corporate and individual worship, but in either category often attach music or specific proclamations of praise. It is when worship is understood as any act that glorifies God that tension arises. In recent times however, volumes of writing have been produced in order to instruct and remind the church that we are called to a lifestyle of worship, not just an event. Perhaps one of the scriptures that points this out most clearly is Romans 12:1 which reads:

“Therefore, I urge you, brothers, in view of God’s mercy, to offer your bodies as living sacrifices, holy and pleasing to God–this is your spiritual act of worship.”

In this verse we are admonished to worship God by living a life that dies to self and exalts God. In other words, our worship is living a life that brings Him glory because Jesus is exalted above our flesh. In order to preserve the purity of the word worship I do not want to insinuate or suggest that everything we do is worship. My morning ritual of brushing my teeth is not necessarily worship, although I can worship God in that moment. I believe that there is a certain intentionality that must accompany our actions in order to make them worship. For example, if I am to clean my house in order to prepare it for guests, then that can be a spiritual act of worship when I intentionally decide that I want God to be glorified in the cleanliness of my home which would allow my guests to feel more appreciated. This is worship because I am intentionally glorifying God. I can also, in the same situation, miss an opportunity to present myself as a living sacrifice by grumbling and complaining about all the cleaning work I have to do. I can treat my children poorly as an expression of feeling stressed out and in the process do nothing to glorify Christ within me. Whenever the Spirit of Christ is allowed to rule and reign in my life, His glory is magnified. This is worship. Worship then, can be a lifestyle in which we seek to bring God glory.

Worship is always a response to God. We are responding to the fact that in His very nature He is supremely holy, just, merciful and loving (amongst of host of other wonderful adjectives that address the beauty of who He is). Worship is the automatic overflow of being exposed to His character. When we receive a revelation of how glorious He is, then our natural response is to adore Him. The greater the revelation of His love toward us, the more we are naturally inclined to return this love. I John 4:19 declares this truth: “We love (Jesus), because He first loved us.” The Greek word most often used for worship is “proskuneo” which means “to kiss toward.” (Zodhiates: 435) Even this definition denotes a sense of intimacy and deep relationship that is kindled by a God who says that He “no longer calls us servants, but calls us friends.” The depth of relationship that we are offered through worship will result in a life that loves the things our Father loves. Once, when I was in India, I was ministering to a very impoverished beggar family whose youngest infant child was purposefully and permanently crippled in order to produce more pity from any potential passerby. I was deeply grieved for this family and in fact, wept on and off for days when I recalled their plight. About five days into this emotional journey, I felt like God whispered a truth to my soul that went something like this: “You weep after spending five minutes in their presence. Now in fact, your emotional response to their situation is waning because you do not have them directly in front of you. My eyes, however, have NEVER turned from them. I have them before me always, and not only them, but countless thousands of others who suffer as they do.” As if this revelation what not intense enough, it was followed by this phrase: “Friends care about what friends care about.” It was in this moment that my love for God (which was produced from times of worship and adoration), was called to a place of deeper maturity. A worshipper will love the things that the Father loves. My love for my friend Jesus had deepened enough that I was called to care about the things He cared about. As demonstrated previously from scripture, we clearly see that God cares about the nations. The natural overflow of worship then, is a heart for His mission.

Missional Worship

When worship is seen in this light, it is not difficult then to see it’s direct connection to God’s principal aim of glorifying Himself. The goal of missions is to promote God’s glory in the nations. Worship is a lifestyle of promoting God’s glory. Both concepts have a need for each other. Worship will always result in missions. Missions must always produce worship. For this reason, both words are better understood and served when they are intentionally connected. “Missional worship” is a phrase that connects these two interdependent words in light of the Biblical theme of God being exalted and glorified in the whole earth. “Missional worship” is the act of glorifying God and intentionally inviting others to that lifestyle. The simplicity of this definition becomes a struggle for those who would believe that the message of salvation is the ultimate goal of missions. This idea can only be true if salvation includes the knowledge of the fact that we are not only saved from something, but we are saved to something. Missions cannot end with humanity. It begins and ends with God. Preaching the gospel has a high position in mission work because when people are saved, then they can glorify God as He deserves to be glorified. He deserves the kind of worship that is unique to every tribe, tongue and nation. He deserves to be praised in a way that only the Tibetan, Ukrainian or Wolof people can praise Him. He created within each nation a ability to uniquely reflect His own infinite glory. Although preaching the truth of the gospel is a key facet of missions, preaching the gospel is not the end. It is the means to bring people to a place where they are able to “offer their lives as living sacrifices” for the praise of His glory. In the same way, mercy ministries are not the end. Although they reflect the heart of God, we express this Heart for the lost in expressions of social justice so that the lost are drawn to His infinite goodness. Neither then is discipleship the end. Discipleship is the means to bring people to a place where Christ increases in their lives and is therefore more glorified through them. His glory must be the aim of all our missions endeavors – from teaching English to business partnership – from church planting to campaign style evangelism. “…And whatever we do, be it all to the glory of God.” (I Cor. 10:31) Missions must continue until the worship of our King is on the lips and expressed in the lives of every tribe, tongue and nation.

It is our limited definition of what worship and missions are that has caused the separation of these two concepts within the church. When worship is only singing, we would quickly admit that we’re not just trying to teach the nations how to have a better choir. When worship is defined in that manner, no one would say that it is the purpose of our missions call. Additionally, when missions is seen simply as proclamation, or doesn’t include God’s heart for the whole earth, then it is difficult to interweave this concept with the Biblical meaning of worship.

Worship Is The Mission Part 1 – Introduction & Defining Missions

Introduction

We live in an era where definitions have become extremely important. Definitions are important because our present culture encourages the adoption of a paradigm in which you create your own truth and reality. When everyone has their own ideas of truth, it becomes increasingly more difficult for one to explain their own thought processes, word choices and ideas with clarity in order to effectively communicate the intended meaning. When I say the word “church,” it is open to subjective interpretations unless I clearly define my intended use for the word. Even though I may think the word “church” is clear enough, others interpret the word according to their own beliefs and values. There is a culturally accepted breadth to that word, whether I am aware of or in agreement with that breadth or not. The end result is that unless I clearly define the word, I may not be communicating the thoughts and ideas I intend to communicate. I believe this is the precise dilemma we are facing when we look at two key concepts of Christendom: Worship and Mission. I find it alarming that two of the most summative words for the purpose of believers are often misunderstood or defined in ways that direct our attention away from their true Biblical intention. Worship is the mission of the church. John Piper reminds us that missions exist because worship doesn’t. (Piper: 11) Missions is not the goal of the church, worship is. However, even this most basic statement of purpose is disturbing to some and unmotivating to others because we have limited understanding of the true Biblical definition of worship or mission.

Recently, I was conversing with a group of pastors from various church backgrounds. In that discussion I noted that every time the word worship was used, it was referring to a congregational event – usually a portion of their church service that included the singing of songs. One pastor even stated that he believed, “We are spending way to much time in worship. We’ve got to cut back in order to make more time for the Word.” While this statement draws our attention to a common tension within the church, I find it more disturbing to note that a) the pastor wants to get worship over with and b) makes use of the word worship in a way that does not clearly represent its Biblical meaning. Worship (glorifying God) is the purpose of our very existence. Does it not then, seem alarming that we just want to get it over with? I realize he was referring to the song service, but his use of the word worship in his statement clearly illustrates the fact that many believers do not understand the word or concept at all. To complicate the issue, I’m not convinced that very many believers understand the fact that worship and mission are two sides of the same coin. The relationship between these two ideas is close and intimate. Worship is the mission of the church. Worship is not just an experience for the believer. It is always unto the glory of God. And what glorifies God most? When more and more of humanity are witnesses of His beauty and casting their affections toward Him. God is glorified when the diversity He created within the nations is reflected back to Him in praise. Therefore, when we talk about missions, even the reconciliation of man, we must realize that the aim of man’s salvation is God’s glory. We are reconciled to Him so that He receives the glory He deserves. My point here is that our understanding of the word worship must include the idea of missions. The converse is true as well: Our understanding of the word missions must include the idea of worship. It is this truth that provokes me to address the words together as the idea of missional worship, which could be defined as the act of glorifying God and intentionally inviting others to that lifestyle.

Defining Missions

“I’m not called to missions!” Even working within a missions organization, I often come across people who confidently declare that “missions” has no role in their future. While I agree that not all are called to live cross-culturally as those who proclaim the gospel, there is a need within the church to recognize that all of us are called to be global Christians. We have to realize that God has always been about the nations and intends to spread His glory throughout the earth. Since this is on the heart of God, and we are called to be His friends, we should be willing to care about what is on the heart of our friend. One of my favorite passages that demonstrates what God cares about comes from the Psalms. Psalms 46:10 states, “Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted in the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” In recognizing God’s lordship (Be still and know that I am God…), we must come to the realization that the expression and intention of this lordship is not just for our personal comfort or experience. Rather, we must recognize His sovereign intention to see His lordship expressed throughout the whole earth. He has always had a heart for ALL nations to know Him and glorify His name. In stating that God’s intention is to reveal His glory in the whole earth, we cannot just simply cite isolated passages to support this thought. The implications of this concept are far too reaching to simply place it in a category of minor descriptions of God’s character. God’s heart for the nations is not just a part of scripture; it is the theme of the Bible in its entirety. To support this thought in brief, we can examine some of the major “Biblical covenants.” (Lockyer: 148) The Adamic Covenant as described in Gen. 1:28-30 reveals that when God blessed Adam, the blessing was given with the intention that Adam would “be fruitful and multiply…and fill the whole earth.” God’s blessing for one was intended to be spread throughout the world in order to bless all. Although Adam’s disobedience frustrated this covenant, the intention and mission of God is revealed. The Abrahamic Covenant further reveals God’s heart for the nations and His ultimate aim to be glorified in the whole earth. The first mention of this covenant can be found in Genesis 12:1-3:

The LORD had said to Abram, “Leave your country, your people and your father’s household and go to the land I will show you. I will make you into a great nation and I will bless you; I will make your name great, and you will be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you.”

In this passage, God is making a promise of blessing, but that blessing still had a purpose. God’s blessings are unto something: the fulfillment of His purpose to be glorified in the nations. All nations were meant to be blessed through the blessing God was giving to Abraham. A Biblical theme is being developed here. The theme God reveals through scripture is that His mission and purpose is to be exalted and glorified in the nations. Finally, as heirs of God’s Covenant of Grace, also referred to as the New Covenant, (mention of this covenant can be found in 2 Cor. 3:6, Heb. 6:13-20, 8:6-13, 9:16, 10:12-28, 13:20), we are blessed with the gift of God’s grace unto eternal life. We have been reconciled through the blood of Christ. However, many believers stop here. We stop at the blessing that ends in us (salvation for me), rather than recognize that God blesses us in order to be a blessing to the nations. Further examination of the God’s interaction with Israel, the Psalms, the prophets, the gospels and the epistles 2 reveal that God’s desire has been to glorify Himself in the nations. Now that we are called by His name, we are called to His mission. For this reason, believers should be compelled to closely examine God’s mandate to His children to “go” into all the earth. The Great Commission as stated in Matthew 28:19-20 says:

“Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.”

This commandment is a revelation of God’s heart for the whole earth. Further expressions of this commission can be found in Mark 15:16, Lk. 24:47, Acts 1:8 and Acts 13:47. In every instance, we are challenged to be vessels of God’s glory in the whole earth. The promises of the New Covenant are not meant just to be about me. I am blessed to be a blessing. If one is to struggle with the idea that our mandate to glorify God implies a certain selfishness about His character, then we have not come to the realization that we are most fulfilled and become the best “self’ we can possibly become when we walk according to our intended purposes at creation. Isa. 43:7 reminds us of our intended purpose: “…every one that is called by my name, and whom I have created for my glory, whom I have formed, yea, whom I have made.” (emphasis mine) When we do exactly what we were created to do, then we are most satisfied and able to experience life as it was meant to be. Our service to God’s glory is ultimately to our benefit as well. Now, what does all this have to do with the definition of missions? In order for us to understand the word “missions,” we have to understand it in its Biblical context. I have set out to demonstrate the mission of God so that we can align our mission and purpose with His. I feel this is needed because the definition for the word “mission” within and without the church has become so broad that it has come to mean nothing. I was introduced to a phrase recently in which Stephen Neill says “When if everything is mission, nothing is mission.” (Neill: 81) With so much breadth, the word has lost its significance. My experience has often been the one of two extremes: More frequent is my observation that in an effort to feel like our personal vocation or lifestyle has validity, we call it “missions.,” whether it strategically attempts to bring God glory or not. The other extreme is when the definition becomes so narrow that we cast it solely upon those who live in a hut somewhere in “Ooga-Booga Land.” Even in the English language, the definitions for the word “mission” are diverse and can imply many things that could pertain to the church or even businesses. Since this word is used outside of theological contexts, its Biblical implications are often muddled. The result then is that when we use the word within the church, it often lacks true Biblical meaning. “Mission” is viewed purely in a cultural sense, rather than in relation to the timeless truths of scripture. Charles Van Engen defines mission in this way:

“God’s mission works primarily through the People of God intentionally crossing barriers from Church to non-church, faith to non-faith, to proclaim by word and deed the coming of the Kingdom of God in Jesus Christ through the Church’s participation in God’s mission of reconciling people to God, to themselves, to each other, and to the world and gathering them into the Church through repentance and faith in Jesus Christ by the work of the Holy Spirit with a view to the transformation of the world as a sign of the coming of the Kingdom in Jesus Christ.”

Although I am in agreement with the concepts of this definition, its complexity makes it difficult to grasp. The phrase I find most helpful in this definition however is “intentionally crossing barriers.” At first I struggled with Van Engen’s thoughts here because I was initially unable to draw a concrete correlation between this definition and scripture’s definition of mission. I don’t just want to accept some definition of mission as having authority if I don’t see it supported by God’s word. I believe our definition needs to match our Father’s. However, as I have demonstrated previously, the commonality of all passages relating to God’s mission is the idea of His supreme aim to glorify His name in all nations. The notion of God’s intentional desire for “all nations” requires “intentionally crossing barriers,” as Van Engen states. Additionally, the English word for missions comes from the word “miseo” (to send away). “Miseo” is the Latin form of the Greek word “apostolos” (from which we derive the word apostle) which also means “to send away.” The New Testament has taken a common Greek word from naval and commercial language and made it a technical term for a “messenger Jesus sent on a mission.” (Zodhiates: 238) There is an innate sense of “going to something outside our own culture” that must accompany the idea of missions from within the church.

What are we “crossing barriers” to do? We are called to the same mission that God clearly sets out to do within scripture: We are called to glorify his name and lead others into that lifestyle. Putting these two concepts together would result in the notion that Christian missions can be described as intentionally crossing barriers so that all nations will glorify His name. This then includes the traditional notions of preaching the gospel, extending mercy, and discipling believers. “Missions” then, is a call to all believers. It is the responsibility of every believer to make an effort to see the world as God does, and share the concerns that He has for all nations. This does not require that all believers “go,” although being a part of a missions organization makes me partial to the idea stated by Ion Keith-Faloner as quoted by Jeff Lewis: “While vast continents are shrouded in darkness…the burden of proof lies upon you to show that the circumstances in which God has place you were meant by God to keep you out of the foreign mission field.” (Lewis: 14)

So, even though I’m very favorable toward those called to “go,” there are other active roles that can be assumed by believers as senders, receivers, intercessors and networkers. We cannot be egocentric any longer and assume that the nations are the responsibility of the select few who say “yes” to going. We are all called to have an awareness and heart for the nations simply because God does. All believers must find their niche in world missions.